(Pai.)
Polawat.
Yes.
So, have you decided
which university you want to get into?
Well.
I'm considering a few places.
Try to think carefuly.
Like, where?
Which faculty?
Do you have one in mind?
I'm still not sure.
What is the thing you enjoy doing?
Or the thing you want to do?
I enjoy listening to music.
If you can play music,
you should try focusing on this route.
It looks promising.
I don't know how to play music.
I'll be straight with you.
Your grades..
are not high enough
to give you many options.
So, you need to think now
What do you want to be?
What do you want to do?
Even if you don't want to think about it,
but now it comes the time
for you to think about it.
It's for your own future.
Ok?
Ok.
Polawat.
Yes?
Not having many options
means you still have a few options.
But you...
have to try harder than other people.
Do you understand what I'm saying?
I understand.
Thank you.
Hey, Tar.
I need to ask you something.
But don't be mad at me, ok?
Shoot it.
The reason you broke up with Kanom-Pang
is because of Toei?
Who told you that?
Everybody is talking about it.
Before, you and Toei were close.
But right now,
Although standing next to each other, you guys don't even talk.
I won't hold it against you.
But, please.
Stop talking nonsense.
What happened?
I'm so fed up.
I don't know what kind of rumors are going around now.
You mean about you and Toei?
For me,
I don't care.
I don't give a damn.
But for Toei,
I'm afraid she can't take it.
Don't you think she would not give a damn like you?
Don't think too much, man.
Not giving a damn is the right thing to do.
What about you?
I noticed you and Kwan are avoiding each other.
This kind of thing you shouldn't "not' give a damn.
Yeah, I know.
Just eat.
To sum things up,
nuclear fission occurs when atoms are split.
We shoot neutrons at atoms causing a collision
which initiates this reaction.
After the atoms are split,
the neutrons will collide with other atoms
causing a chain reaction.
And the by product is nuclear radiation.
This is different from nuclear fussion
which occurs when you fuse two lighter atoms.
And the energy released by this reaction
is many times more powerful than fission.
This group is very well prepared.
You guys did good research.
I hope that
the next group to present
will also do their best.
Pai.
I'm..
Fern.
Oak's friend.
Hey, sorry for taking me so long to recognize you.
You just…
look different from the last time.
Do I look better or worse?
Well.
It's just different.
How are you?
Are you doing well?
I'm good.
What about you?
Not too bad.
Yeah.
And..
who are you waiting for?
I'm waiting for you.
Are you in a hurry to go somewhere?
Not really.
I was about to go straight home.
So…
Is it ok if we go for a walk?
Somewhere around here.
Not far.
Please.
Sure.
My house and yours
are in totally opposite directions.
It's good that
your house is close to school.
This means you get to wake up late.
That's true.
And..
Do you know how to drive?
I've never driven a car yet.
Normally I just..
sometimes ride my motorcycle to school.
Depends on the day.
When I was a kid,
when my dad watched Hong Kong movies,
I saw the hero would ride a motorcycle.
And his hair would be like
fluttering in the air.
It looked so cool.
Does that happen to you?
I don't think my hair will flutter.
You're right.
And what do you like to eat?
Fern.
Can I ask you a straight question?
You showing up today…
is there something a matter?
I'm not sure if you are..
feeling shy or just being polite.
But, if you have something to say,
just say it.
Pai.
Do you remember that night?
I do.
After that night…
I'm pregnant.
At first..
I thought I was just sick.
I took a test,
but it came out negative.
So, I didn't think about it afterwards.
Google also said that
if your period doesn't come for many months,
it doesn't mean you are pregnant.
But, during the last 2-3 weeks.
I've been feeling weird.
So, I took another test,
and it…
Are you sure?
If you mean that..
Am I sure that it's yours?
I'm sure.
I didn't sleep with anybody…
except you.
Do your parents know?
Have you ever thought about…
what are you going to do now?
Not yet.
I don't know what to do.
That’s why I came to see you.
Fern.
Take it easy, ok?
Don't stress out.
Just take my number for now.
I need some times to think things through.
And I think..
now you should go home and get some rest.
I'll go back and think about
what we should do from this point forward.
Don't worry.
I won't leave you.
Hi, dad.
Hi, mom.
Something wrong?
Nope.
You just get home?
There are donuts in the fridge.
If you're hungry later, you can eat some.
Sis.
Can I talk to you?
What's up?
You're acting shady.
Sis.
Please help me think.
What should I do?
About what?
I..
I..got a girl pregnant.
What?!
Who?
Your girlfriend?
No.
A friend of my friend.
Don't tell me
you were drunk.
Why are you like this?
This isn't a little thing!
You are a grown-up guy.
Why don't you think before you do stuffs?
You should've been more careful.
You're about to go to university.
Do dad and mom know?
Because you're like this
that's why mom always worries about you.
I made a mistake.
You can scold me all you want.
But after you've done enough, can you help me think?
What should I do?
For how many months now?
Around 3 months.
And you just found out?
She just found out too.
Did you check that it's yours?
She told it's mine.
She told you it's yours?
Can you trust her?
She seems like she's telling the truth.
How well do you know her?
I do believe her.
What do you think you're going to do?
I don't know.
That's why I'm asking you for help.
Please help me think.
Try thinking like this.
If I was pregnant,
what would you want that guy to do with me?
I will think about it.
One more thing.
I think you should tell dad and mom.
I know you are scared.
They will be mad for sure.
But no matter what,
they will always stand by you.
Take it easy.
Take your time.
If you need my help, just tell me.
Thanks, sis.
Dao.
I didn't lock the door, mom.
I brought you some milk.
You are still studying?
How much have you read so far?
I finished reading it already.
But, I'm summarizing things up.
Can I talk to you for second?
My friend recommended a computer school to me.
I grabbed a brochure to look at.
And I think it's interesting.
I know you want to study graphic design, right?
Try having a look.
In case you want to study this during the school break.
It's ok, dear.
Just have a look.
If you don't want to do it, you don't have to.
When you feel like doing it, then you do.
After I'm done summarizing,
I'll read the brochure then.
Ok.
Can I give you a hug?
Don't sleep too late.
It's not healthy.
Did you get everything you ordered?
Enjoy your meal.
Thank you.
Pai, come and eat.
If dad and mom look like they're in a good mood,
try to find a good time to tell them.
Pai, pass me the duck please.
Dad, do you want some green noodles?
Enough, enough.
Eat a lot, dad.
It's a little hot.
Pai, eat.
Ok.
Nik.
Here, the frozen yogurt that you like to eat.
Why don't you eat it?
I'll eat it myself then.
Nik. See? I'm eating it now.
Nik.
Look at me.
Nik.
Hey, Sprite.
Are you here alone?
No, I'm not.
My mom is doing an event downstairs.
So, I took Nik for a walk.
You've never met Nik yet, right?
Nik, say hi to uncle Pai.
Hi, uncle Pai.
Hi.
Your name is Nik?
Yes.
My name is Nik. Sprite gave me my name.
Isn't my name cute?
Yes, very cute.
But why your name doesn't sound like your sister's.
It does.
Actually,
my name is Sputnik.
But uncle Pai
probably never heard of it
because uncle Pai doesn't like to study.
Gosh, you've a smart mouth like your sis.
For sure.
My sister taught me well.
Pai.
Do you need to go anywhere today?
Not really.
Why?
That's good.
You can help me babysit for one day.
Sure.
Ok.
Nick, uncle Pai will take you for a walk.
No crying, ok?
Gosh.
When you take her for a stroll,
she falls asleep right away.
Do you know what this is?
It's a mommy duck and a baby duck.
Do you like it?
Peek a boo.
Pai.
You try rocking her slowly.
It may help her stop crying.
Who make you mad?
Tell me.
How did you like babysitting today?
Well.
Frenzy, but not bad.
Before this,
I used to think
that if I had a kid,
I would take my kid to play here and there.
I would dress them up all cute.
I would take lots of pictures
and upload them on Facebook everyday.
You with Nik. Just both of you?
It was so fun from what I'd imagined, you know.
But after I had to take care of this girl,
I totally changed my mind.
Taking care of a kid for one day
and taking care of one all the time
are totally different stories, you know.
I used to get so annoyed
when I saw parents
spoon feed their kids in a restaurant
and then get mad when their kids refused.
Now I know how it feels.
When I spoon feed her, she would play,
or spit it out,
or throw it away.
And if she could walk,
she would be even more of a headache.
But the hardest thing to deal with is that
she always wakes up in the middle of the night.
Sometimes
my mom sleeps so soundly.
Then I will have to get up and be the mom instead.
Right?
Girl.
When you grow up,
you will like partying at night for sure.
Isn't that right, Nik?
If you have a kid,
that kid will be a very happy one for sure.
Because today
I saw Nik played with you the whole time.
Normally,
she doesn't like to play with anyone, you know.
Right?
You love uncle Pai, right?
Right?
You love uncle Pai, right?
Pai?
What's the matter?
Why are you crying?
Pai.
Sprite.
I got a girl pregnant.
It's not true, is it?
I don't know what to do.
(She pooped a big log and now she's happy.)
I don't know what you like to eat.
So I ordered you some water first.
Do you want to order anything?
No, it's ok.
Just water is fine.
Thanks.
Fern.
I made my decision.
I don't know if you would agree
but I think this is the best solution.
I want to keep the baby.
I already consulted with my older sister.
I think after I finish high school, I'll get a job right away.
Actually…
I'm not a good student.
So if I go to university, I think I might not make it.
Would you stop studying?
I knew you would be worried about that.
But if you want to continue studying,
feel free to do so.
My family and I will take care of the baby.
But it won't be easy, Pai.
I already can imagine that.
I think I can do it.
But I don’t know if this path I want to take
would be something you are ok with.
But I will try my best.
We can be together.
I'm ready to take full responsibility.
How about you?
What do you think?
Fern?
Why does this have to happen to us?
I..
I..like everything that you said.
Thank you very much.
But I have my own idea too.
I don't think we should keep the baby.
Why, Fern?
I thought about it.
Right now
my stomach is still flat.
Nobody can tell.
But when I think about...
if I had to walk around in public with a big stomach,
I don't know if I could handle it.
Then when the baby is born,
I don't know if I can take care of it.
Right now
even just doing homework and studying
makes me stress out already.
If I..
have to take care of the baby,
hold it when it cries,
give it a bath,
change its diapers,
or if the baby gets sick,
I don't think I can handle it.
But we will be there for each other.
Even the simple thing, Pai.
Even just telling my dad and mom,
I don't even know how to do so.
But they are our parents.
I think they will understand.
You don't know my parents.
I don't think I can handle all that stress for sure.
Pai.
We both can have a better future than this.
If there are things that we can still change now,
I think we should do it while we still can.
I don't think so, Fern.
Our future doesn't end because of this.
I didn't say it ends.
But it could be better.
But having an abortion is dangerous.
Do you think I don't know that?
This is me I'm talking about.
I've been thinking about everything
of what I will have to deal with.
You just think about this
and you're scared already.
How about the next 4-5 months
that I have to carry on?
How difficult will it be?
How hard will it be then?
But I'm ready to take care of you, Fern.
You can say that simply.
You know what.
If there wasn't a baby inside of me,
I might think differently too.
Actually, I just want to make it right.
I want to think about things carefully.
I don't want us to make a mistake.
We already made a mistake that night.
I'm sorry.
So, what are we going to do now?
Here?
How did you find this?
I did a search.
And I just found it.
I read all the reviews of the people who have done it.
But isn't this against the law?
And isn't it dangerous?
They say there is some risk.
Is there anything less risky?
They say...
if you do it at the hospital
it will be less risky.
But you have to get your parents permission.
If my parents know about it,
they would never allow me to do this.
And how about your parents?
There is no way.
Hey.
When they say order,
they mean…
Abortion pills.
If we order them ourselves,
we don't have to go to the hospital.
Hey, I don't think it's that easy.
But from what I've read,
it is that easy.
You try reading it yourself.
I read all through it yesterday.
I think I should be with you,
just in case.
So are we really going to do this?
I wish there was a better way.
Don't forget to tell your friends who are absent
that the school is about to close.
Whoever doesn't turn in their papers,
I'll give them a zero.
And where is Chaichana?
He hasn't shown up for many days.
Does anybody know?
Tawit, do you know?
No, I don't.
Please let him know.
Yes.
Ok. That's it for today.
Everybody can go home now.
Kwan.
Where is Mork?
Oh, sorry.
That's ok.
He left early
but I don't know where he went.
That's ok.
I will give him a call.
Tar.
Do you happen to know
why Win hasn't come to class lately?
I was going to ask Mork about this too.
How about this.
I'll message him.
When he replies,
I'll let you know.
Thanks.
I've gotta go then.
Who's there?
It's me, dude.
You don't have to open the door.
I can see your shadow.
You can stand there and just listen.
I just…
want to let you know
that I want to talk to you.
But..
I don't know if you want to talk to me.
I don't know…
what you have in mind
that make you act this way.
But..
that day, when I pushed you,
I wasn’t mad at you.
I was just surprised, dude.
I'd never thought..
you would think of me that way.
So I just..
reacted automatically.
I don't know if that would hurt your feelings.
But..
if I did hurt your feelings,
I'm sorry, dude.
I..
don't like guys just like I told you.
But, damn man.
You've been really nice to me.
I also really respect you for many other things.
I'm an only child, you know.
And I never had a brother.
You made me learn..
how it does feel when having a brother.
Man,
it feels so damn good.
But..
when I realized..
you're so mad that you didn't want to talk to me.
I don't like this feeling at all.
You don't have to open the door.
So…
whatever I did..
have made you mad,
you don't need to stand there and listen to me anymore.
Thank you, dude.
I don't have anything else to say.
So...
if you are ready to talk to me again,
I'm always ready to talk to you.
I will go now.
I made the deliveries already, dad.
All 3 of them.
Did any of the customers say anything?
No, nothing.
Everything went ok.
Later I will give you a raise
for doing a good job.
Here.
Thank you.
I'll go study then.
The stuff is here. When you are ready, let me know.
Dad, did you do all the accounting already?
So I'll put it away then.
This one is done.
Ok.
Mom. Dad.
This weekend..
I'll go sleep over at my friend's house.
We're getting together to study for the exams.
I hope you guys getting together to study for real.
You aren't dumb, you know.
Try your best.
Ok.
Do you best.
Don't be too stressed.
If you get tired, just take arest.
Take care.
Ok.
I'm going now.
Hey, why are you here so early?
I'm waiting to talk to you.
What's up?
You haven't talk to Win yet, have you?
Nope.
I don't know man.
But right now,
I'm really worried.
Kwan talked to me yesterday.
So I sent him a message.
He didn't even read it.
So I called him.
He didn’t answer.
I think I'll go see him at his home today.
You wanna go?
Up to you.
No pressure.
Then, after school I'll meet you here.
I've gotta go.
See you.
Hi.
I'm done.
Did it hurt?
I don’t feel anything yet.
You want some water?
There are snacks too.
I'll have some water then.
Ok.
I feel strange.
This is strange.
If you are not ok,
just tell me.
You are the one
who should tell me,
if you are not ok.
Pai.
If…
this didn't happen,
where would you go study?
This question..
I get asked all the time.
My parents ask me.
When I see my relatives,
they ask me.
A teacher also call me in and ask me.
But I've never been able to answer
where I would want to go study.
All my friend brought me
all the names of the faculties.
I've a look.
But I still haven't seen any faculty that...
I like or seems right for me.
Not even one?
Sometimes I feel strange
when I see others try to follow their dreams.
The more I think about myself,
the more confused I get.
One day,
he had a chance to play at a very big concert.
He likes to play music.
I never feel like…
I want to do something.
I never felt so sure about something.
But I have a friend.
And I envy to him.
Hee is very good at it.
You're talking about See Scape, right?
Even you go to other school,
you still have heard of them.
At that time,
I felt like..
he was 10 times bigger than me.
I looked at him and thought he's really cool.
The more I looked at him, the more envious I felt.
It made me feel like…
I wish I had a dream of what I want to be.
But, still, I don't have any.
Have you ever imagined yourself when you are 40?
Try it.
Fern.
Are you ok?
Ok.
Are you sure?
I think I didn’t have enough sleep.
I'm alright.
So?
What do you see?
When I'm 40?
I'll probably be sitting at home working like my dad is now.
In the evening,
I'll be eating with my family.
On the weekend,
I maybe go out somewhere.
If I had a boy,
I would probably play ball with him.
Something like that.
I can't imagine anything more.
I'm suck, huh?
But..
what you said
sounds like a dream to me.
Does it count?
It counts.
How about you?
Actually I got into a university already.
I got accepted directly into veterinarian school.
Congrats.
When my parents found out,
they were both so happy.
Do you like animals?
My house is actually a pet hospital.
So I've been playing with animals since I was a kid.
It becomes my habit too.
Whenever I see an animal anywhere,
I will have to go play with it.
It's something I'm used to.
When I was a kid,
I had a golden retriever
named Jingle.
It was so cute.
Jingle and I were close like brother and sister.
But one day,
Jingle got really sick.
He lay there shaking all night.
I…
I didn't know what to do.
I got a blanket and covered him.
I also took all the snacks from the fridge.
It's a childish thought, you know,
that if he ate them, he would get better.
But in the end, I couldn't save him.
When he died,
I cried and didn’t want to go to school.
After that,
my dad taught me
how to tell which animals are sick
and how to take care of them.
But even though I knew,
when seeing one got sick,
my heart always shattered.
I feel this way even they are just an animal.
I'm sorry...
that I shot my mouth off before.
What you said back then..
was really cute.
Fern.
Are you ok?
I think…
I feel a little dizzy.
Dizzy? Like how?
Like…
nauseated.
I wanna puke.
Better?
I think I'll take a nap.
I'm done.
Pai.
Do you wanna take a nap?
What are you thinking about?
All of a sudden you're smiling.
I'm thinking about that night at the club.
Can I ask you something?
That night..
did you feel anything for me?
I'll be straight with you.
I think you are cute.
But I didn't feel that way for you at all.
My friend already told me
that you got hurt by a girl, right?
Actually that day
I was hoping that..
you would ask me for my number.
But you didn’t.
Pai.
If we met under normal circumstances,
do you think would we get together?
You know…
I haven't seen anything that I don't like about you yet.
That's too bad.
What's wrong?
It hurts.
Fern.
Fern, can you hear me?
Fern.
You are bleeding.
I didn’t change my tampon yet.
Hey, I think you should go to a doctor.
No.
It said that this would happen.
I think we should see a doctor, Fern.
I can't. Really.
I'm ok.
Pai.
Can you take me to the bathroom?
Why is it bleeding this much?
You are ok.
I'll wait by the door.
Fern.
Are you ok?
Fern.
Pai, don't.
Don't pick it up.
(Mom.)
My mom can't find out.
Pai, my mom can't find out.
Fern.
Are you a related to the patient?
I'm her friend.
Then can you please contact your friend's parents?
Mom.
Hello.
Is this Fern's mom?
Hello.
How is my daughter?
The patient is recovering.
But because she lost a lot of blood,
we have to give her enough blood for her to be stable.
But right now she has passed the critical point.
Thank you, doctor.
I'm sorry.
Sorry?!
Something as big as this,
how could you let it happen?
Did you think at all of what you guys've done, how dangerous it is?
And if something ever happened to my kid,
what would you do?
How would you make up for that?
I'm really sorry.
You guys thought you would solve thing like this yourselves?
You guys didn't use your brains.
You think all problems would go away so easily?
And what happened now?
In the end…
you guys couldn't handle it.
You guys even tried to fix things with this irresponsible way?
I'm ready to take responsibility for everything.
Responsible for what?
My daughter is in the hospital like this.
How can you take responsibility?
If my daughter dies,
how can you make up for that?
You cannot be responsible for anything.
You think you can just sweep the problem under the rug?
Someone like you.
Can't take care of Fern.
Can't be a dad of anyone!
Before you thought of having sex with daughter,
Did you think about this word?
Responsibiity.
Before you had sex with my daughter.
Did you think about this word?
Did you think about taking responsibility for the rest of her life?
I won't press charges against you.
She is my daughter.
I can take care of her.
From this day forward,
do not talk to Fern.
Do not contact her in anyway.
Ok.
I'm really sorry.
Here is Fern's phone.
You just got home?
How did things go?
So, did you talk to her?
What did she say?
Pai.